I couldn't sleep last night.
I've been doing a lot of 'bed thinking' lately, and I would be lying if i said that
this "'turning into the best of me' transition" hasn't had its ups and downs.
Even as I am making progress, and watching good - and new - things happening naturally,
it still feels altogether too slow!
I'm impatient and worried about failing at every minute.
I really need to chill down but at the same time,
start pushing myself to get faster results.
I want it all, and I want it now!


Tonight, no spiritual books.
Instead, I'll be hitting my meditation room.
Yoga will, at the very least, help me breathe.