And now I am finally starting to live my own life.
I'll be - proudly - the administrator of my own rescue.
I have my own set of survival techniques. God has never left me. I have a strong family, amazing friends and nothing else matters.
'Life is too short (or too long) for me to allow myself the luxury of living it so badly'
It's Monday all over again. And I'm just starting to miss 'my' New York City.
... And I'm thinking, and thinking and thinking ... almost burning my brains,
when I realize that I am actually missing anywhere else, but here.
Don't get me wrong, I love my new home, my surroundings and everything that is part of it.
But it's always good to get out of the routine and recharge the batteries with something new.
And this is where I am now; craving to see some new places, some 'new faces' and a fresh atmosphere somewhere outdoorsy watching the ocean and the full moon.
I hate to admit it, but what I really am, is a 'suburbs type of gal'.
I love having the big house, - and the big hair -, a huge walk-in closet,
a DISHWASHER (believe me, I really care that much!), a garage (with a car in it),
a laundry room, central air conditioner and a sweet swimming pool in my backyard!
Oh, did I mention a beautiful beach across the street?
Yes, I miss all of that, and I realized that I can manage to visit NYC on a regular basis,
living on harmony and having a bit of both worlds.
It's been 2 and a half amazing years in NYC,
where I've learned a lot about life, was truly exposed to the real world and did my part as a big girl.
But the city really makes me feel overwhelmed,
I have to start following my heart
and go someplace where I can settle. Hopefully, for good!
I'm gone! Went to be happy but will be back for a visit! ;-)
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go I'm standing here outside your door I hate to wake you up to say goodbye. But the dawn is breaking, it's early morning The taxi is waiting, he is blowing his horn Already I'm so lonesome, I could dye So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you wait for me. Hold me like you never let me go Cause I'm leaving on a jet-plane, I don't know when I'll be back again Oh babe, I hate to go There is so many times I've let you down So many times I've played around I tell you now they don't mean a thing. Every place I go I think of you Every song I sing I sing for you. When I come back I wear your wedding-ring So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you wait for me. Hold me like you never let me go Cause I'm leaving on a jet-plane, I don't know when I'll be back again Oh babe, I hate to go Now the time has come to leave you One more time let me kiss you Close your eyes, and I'll be on my way Dream about the days to come, I won't have to leave alone, and I won't have to say: So kiss me and smile for me Tell me that you wait for me. Hold me like you never let me go Cause I'm leaving on a jet-plane, I don't know when I'll be back again. Oh babe, I hate to go.
