Cause I have been tired. And uninspired.

I'm sorry I've been an absent blogger.

I really need a break, and to be very honest;
words just don't come as easily anymore.
(and when they do, it's never at the right time)

I'm losing the hold on everything that I am.

Depression and Loneliness have shown up again,
and at this particular time, I’m scared that they will never leave.
That weird sense of not belonging anywhere.. all over again.

Good memories are becoming less important,
and everything is just plain fuzzy and blurry.
When it comes to love; emptiness.
(I am way too traumatized to trust anyone)

I should hopefully be coming back with full power in the near future.