Now I know the answers.
And I am looking down, feeling hopeless and defeated.
But I promise myself that I will keep my head up high.
Somehow I'll find the strength to go back to the 'me' that we know.
I promise my parents that their efforts to educate me so well are not going to be in vain!
I'll find the strength to let someone else back into my life.
Back into my bed. And back into my future.
And the dirt will turn into dust.......
