I already 'went home' once.
My experience started in the Fall of 2008 and it ended completely in the Spring of 2010.
Today, I am really, really far from this conditions (but I surely remember how 'hell' felt like)
And I am only re-posting what I wrote on my previous blog,
because my 'witchy' side is telling me that a special friend is in need.
The 12 signs of spiritual awakening
* Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back.
This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed" awakens within.
* Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason.
You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness.
(this is similar to the experience of moving from a house where you lived in for many,
many years into a new house, and as much as you want to move into the new house,
there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old house)
* Crying for no apparent reason.
It's actually good and healthy to let the tears flow!
It helps to release the old energy within.
* Sudden change in job or career.
A very common symptom.
As you change, things around you will change as well.
Don't worry about finding the "perfect" job or career right now.
You're in transition and you may make several job changes
before you settle into one that fits your passion.
Don't rush.
* Withdrawal from family relationships.
You are connected to your biological family via old karma.
When you get off the karmic cycle, the bonds of the old relationships are released.
It will appear as though you are drifting away from your family and friends.
After a period of time, you may develop a new relationship with them if it's appropriate.
However, the relationship will be based in the new energy without the karmic attachments.
* Unusual sleep patterns.
It's likely that you'll awaken many nights between 2:00 and 4:00 AM.
There's a lot of work going on within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a 'breather'
Not to worry.
(and if you can't go back to sleep, get up and do anything rather than lay in bed
and worry about humanly things)
* Intense dreams.
These might include war and battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreams.
You are literally releasing the old energy within,
and these energies of the past are often symbolized as wars,
running to escape and 'boogiemen'.
* Physical disorientation.
At times you'll feel very ungrounded.
You'll be 'spatially challenged' with the feeling like you can't put two feet on the ground,
or that you're walking between two worlds.
As your consciousness transitions into the new energy, you body sometimes lags behind.
Spend more time in nature to help you ground the new energy within.
* Increased "self talk."
You'll find yourself talking to your self more often.
You'll suddenly realize you've been chattering away with yourself for the past 30 minutes.
There is a new level of communication taking place within your being,
and you're experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk.
The conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid,
more coherent and more insightful.
(you're not going crazy, you're just moving into the new energy)
* Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others.
You may feel alone and removed from others.
You may feel the desire to "flee" groups and crowds.
You are walking a sacred and lonely path.
As much as the feelings of loneliness cause you anxiety,
it is difficult to relate to others at this time.
The feelings of loneliness are also associated with the fact that your Guides have departed.
They have been with you on all of your journeys in all of your lifetimes.
It was time for them to back away so you could fill your space with your own divinity.
The void within will be filled with the love and energy of your own Christ consciousness.
* Loss of passion.
You may feel with little - or no - desire to do anything.
That's OK, and it's just part of the process.
Take this time to 'do nothing'
Don't fight yourself on this, because this too shall pass.
It's similar to rebooting a computer.
You need to shut down for a brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new software,
or in this case, the new Christ-seed energy.
* A deep longing to go 'home'.
You may experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return 'home'
This is not a 'suicidal' feeling. It's not based in anger.
You don't want to make a big deal of it or cause drama for yourself or another.
The root cause for this is quite simple; you have completed your karmic cycles.
You have completed your 'contract' for this lifetime.
You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body.
During this transition process, you have an inner remembrance of what it's like to be on the other side.
Yes, indeed you could 'go home' right now.
But you've come this far, and after many lifetimes,
it would be a shame to leave before the end of the movie.
it would be a shame to leave before the end of the movie.
Besides, 'Spirit' needs you here to help others transition into the new energy.
They will need a human guide, just like you,
who has taken the journey from the old energy into the new.
As lonely and dark as your journey can be, remember, you are never alone.
Stay positive, stay out of trouble, and stay strong.
Stay positive, stay out of trouble, and stay strong.
